(NSFW) Why do I hate masturbating? Oh and I'm a guy.

This is kind of embarrassing for me to talk about but whatever. I’ve been wondering this for some time now. I’m 16 years old and I’ve never liked
It. I dont know why, I don’t feel any pleasure from it or anything, and I’ve never orgasmed from it. The only times I’ve had orgasms were from dreams. No I’m not asexual or anything. What’s going on? Any help is appreciated.