How did you pay your dues? How long did it take for them to pay off? Have I paid my dues yet?

Based on my previous question two weeks ago .I struggled to finish high school, and that works out to 12 years of schooling, three years of pre-school, and three years of post secondary. What is my reward, other than an piece of paper and a rejection letter from the military saying I need more physics and a drivers licence to me a medical technician in Canada. I even applied to be a Cook and nothing.

My university will welcome me back if I raise my English grade 12 mark by 5% from 65% to 70%. I missed the exam due date this winter so I will have to wait until summer school comes available.
I am currently living in a long term social housing (Homeless shelter that you can rent for the month… Sort of like the Y.M.C.A. )

I would like to find a way to contribute online…. seeing my attraction to Fluther and Answerbag. McDonalds won’t even hire me right now and I bought the $160 black boots to work for minimum wage.