Help with depression after rhinoplasty?

I had a nose job done for aesthetic purposes last year and ever since the day after my surgery I’ve been depressed. One side of my nose collapsed, so my bridge looks too thin for my tip and there barely is any difference on my tip. I look uglier than before, well actually before I was considered as a “gorgeous” girl, “the prettiest” of high school. Now I have no pleasure in anything. I thought that the nosejob was going to make my life better (I did have a slightly big nose for my face I believe and used too much makeup to make up for it). I do not know what to do, I feel so helpless… Anyone have similar experiences? How can I heal from this trauma?