Would I like myself better if I said every time what was initially on my mind?

I don’t know. I guess I’m becoming more introverted as time goes by. I don’t really care for going out to be honest. (Going out as in, going to bars at night, or doing trivia night with my friends or things like that)

I’d rather stay in these days (aside from getting food, going to the park with my son, going out with my immediate family (wife and son) I’d rather do projects at home (art and music stuff like that)

Now to my OP, the reason I ask is because when I see posts and things on FaceBook or forums I think of a quick response, most of the time they’re outgoing posts. Why do I refrain from following through?

Have I become such a goddamn elitist about the things I want to partake in that I can’t post my initial thoughts and feelings on FaceBook? Or is it because I know some might not take what I have to say, (I’m really sarcastic yet outgoing) that they might not know what the hell I’m talking about?

My immediate circle we all get each other. Maybe those are the only ones I’m meant to communicate with now? (Not so much past friends unless it’s on FaceBook and “professional” sounding)