Anyone else like this?

Alright so I was curious if anyone else is like this. As you may know pretty much every day I am very depressed at least on some level, generally feeling crappy about myself, realizing many depressing things about my existence, etc.

Anyways, due to this, I pretty much need constant stimulus. Being left to my own thoughts never really ends up well, because of that I need to keep my mind busy, focusing on something else most of the time. Either music, or watching movies or tv shows, or playing games, pretty much every day, unless I actually have some electronics related stuff or things like my air cannon (which I can’t use until summer, grr).

So, is anyone else like this, needing lots of stimulus to keep your minds off things? How much. since I am out of work right now I pretty much just wake up, eat or do whatever, then hop on the computer, either listening to music or playing some type of game to keep myself busy, heck even this is part of it though I am listening to music as well since this question would no doubt start off that train of thought again.