Can you help me fear jail?

I feel no fear of jail and as odd a request as this is I want you to say anything and everything to make me fear jail. I’m losing my grip on my morals and as a sadist that means really bad things could happen if I don’t grab a hold of anything. Just please say whatever you can think of to make me fear jail. I have a therapist that I talk to but i can’t see him for a while. This is just a temporary band aide to get me through for a bit.