[NSFW] If a cocktail of potentially noxious chemicals produced sexual satisfaction that was off the scale, would you become addicted to it?

Disclaimer This is a hypothetical question so please answer as such. If you have any leanings on how safe or unsafe it is that would be fine. If you can’t imagine a mind-numbing orgasm or you think you have already with who you are with, just imagine that intensified 5 times, then answer.

Let’s say somehow you ingested a concoction made with 94% orange, apple and pear juice with 6% being composed of Ethyl ({2—[bis(propan-2-yl)amino]ethyl}sulfanyl)(methyl)phosphinate 1mg (The agent for VX gas), Semustine, Melphalan, and Thiotepa, and it gave you a toe-curling, quake like Jell-O, gasping like a fish, mind blowing orgasm, even when you were not having sex, but if you were having sex the orgasm would be near heart attack intense. If you got that effect from a concoction like that, would you become addicted even knowing what is in it, or would it be enough for you to bypass revisiting the greatest most stupendous orgasms of your life?