Where do you find your strength?

first and foremost, HELLO AGAIN!! Oh how I have missed my jellies. :( But now I must get on track

When you find yourself feeling as if your world is in crumbles, where or who do you turn to for strength? How do you handle life changing situations?

I am about to have some mountains to climb because I made a very big mistake. My whole world is about to change and I feel like I need to mentally prepare… I just don’t know where to go. I am half a world away from my family and I have very few friends. Are there any other places or people to turn to besides the obvious friends and family?

p.s. I consider myself agnostic for those of you who don’t know already.