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Im 27 and have been a drug addict since I was 13. I have had plenty of positive experiences with drugs.
I have had plenty of negative experiences with drugs too. I started with weed, alcohol, vicodin and xanax I looted from the family medicine cabinet. Personally the only negative experience I had from weed was getting a couple citations for possession. I’ve done all the major drugs, pharmaceuticals, and research chemicals.
Im a pill head. I used to eat tons of xanax, valiums, and pain pills. These are pill wrecks. I flipped my car on pills at 17, broke my leg, had a concussion and stayed in the hospital. I wrecked my next car when I was 18 4 or 5 times mostly running into ditches. Then I hit an oak tree and the car died. At 19 I wrecked my moms mini van into a ditch and fence. Later that year I was blacked out on soma and beer stole my dads work truck to go get coke ran the truck through a field and tore the air dam off the bottom. He knew I took off in the truck and showed up where I was. I tried to fight my dad. I would never lay a hand on the man when im sober.
When I was 20 I went to a party at some kids house whose parents were out of town. It was my best friends girlfriends house. I drank a lot of tequila and had been eating many valiums for 2 days. I went in the basement to play drums. This girl comes down the stairs on a cellphone and demands I quit playing so she can talk. This is where I black out. I kick the drumset over and stomp a couple of the drums heads then I throw a drumstick at the chick and smack her on the ass with the other. I apparently found a shotgun in the house and take it outside and put it under my buddy I rode withs toolbox on his truck bed. Then I kick several dents in a restored vw bug. Then I cut up 2 big expensive tents set up in the back yard. I remember none of that. My friend takes me home shortly later before anyone notices the damage. i wake up the next morning go to work and get a call the police are looking for me. I freak out because I had a couple felony charges. I move a couple hundred miles away to Chattanooga. I eventually paid for the damage I caused and the charges were dropped about a year after it happened. So I was on the run for a year. In Chattanooga I sold oxycontins. I was 21 and someone showed me how to shoot up. I made lots of money selling oxy so I could afford cocaine then later crack. I lied to my gf at the time. I said I paid the electric bill. I spent the money on crack. She was pissed when the power went out. I bailed Chattanooga to Portland Oregon.
I have been in fights over drugs and money. I have been to jail a few times. I couldn’t get a job because I pissed dirty. I have stole all kinds of things.
I have unintentionally overdosed an heroin. My roommate found he not breathing and blue in the bathroom floor. He gave me cpr got my heart and breathing going then i woke up fully clothed sitting in the bathtub with the cold shower on. Three years ago I was depressed. I was smoking crack, drinking, and shooting heroin. I lost my job, girl, home, and car in 3 days time. I stole 60–70 100mg phenobarbital pills out of a medicine cabinet that were prescribed to a pitbull. I was sitting on my bed at midnight thinking looking at the pills and decided I could just got to sleep and not wake up. I took everyone of them. A friend came over about 8 am to see if I wanted to go to the skatepark. I was moaning and blue. I woke up 4 days later in the I.C.U. I was still really fucked up. I couldnt walk or get out of the bed. I had a fulltime c.n.a. I shit on myself and she cleaned me. Seven days after my overdose they let me out of bed and I was still wobbley. I was put in the psych ward. the doctor told me I had 2–3 times the lethal dosage of phenobarital when I was admitted. He said it was the most acute overdose he ever seen where someone lived. The psych hospital sucked. I moved back to Tennessee after I got out of the hospital in Oregon. The first year -18 months after my suicide I went to drug rehab twice and the psych hospital 4 times.
I have thought I was having a heart attack from meth and coke.
I have been robbed at gunpoint trying to buy crack in the ghetto.
I have been a lot better the last two years though. I see a therapist and a doctor every month. I take the meds lithium, zoloft, and seroquel. I haven’t touched coke and heroin in 2 years. I drink a few beers every couple of days and puff green. I have cut a lot of the pills out of my drug diet but I admit I still use them occasionally.
Would I change all the crazy stuff I have done? I regret stealing from people. But if it wasn’t for tequila and valium I wouldnt have moved to Chattanooga where I met my friend that I moved to Portland Oregon with. Im older and more mellow now. I got tons more stories but this is a good start.
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Thank you for the info. I just got out of the hospital and it hurts but am afraid to take too many pills as I have Cirrhosis. And because of this my potent enough pain pills.I am not selling them on the street or trying to get high and I just don’t understand his problem with giving me enough to kill the pain. This seems to ba happening to a lot of people today because their children steal the pills.I certainly can’t get addicted to codeine with the little bit he prescribes. Maybe he thinks lying about the pain, I don’t know but it really pisses me off. Thinking about filing a complaint with the AMA or the appropriate agency.But I need him because he is a very good doctor in all other respects. Thanks for listening to me complain. :)
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Good evening. I live in Chengdu(成都),but I have also lived in Xiamen 厦门 and Shenzhen 深圳。
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