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i have been reading everything on this page, and im having issues. ive cheated,i never wanted to cheat.. when i wuz 17 i started seeing someone, i thought we were really close and before we knew it, i was pregnant 3 mos after we started seeing each other. i finished my 11th grade yr and then had our son. we stayed together becuz i wuz soo in love with him. and we moved intogether , but things started feeling weird, and it seemed like he really didnt want to be around me much that first year after the son was born.so i started feeling like he didnt want to be around, and no matter how hard i tried it juz made him more distanced.my very first person(u kno what i mean) got back in touch with me, and i ended up cheating and leaving my current. i felt bad cuz i loved him i still feel bad. but we overcame this and got back together twice from this same incident. and i was faithful clear up til i found i wuz pregnant again with out 2nd. then i found he wuz talking to some girl on the net planning to meet and move in together, and we split up that time becuz of his incident. i went through 6 mos pf my second preg without him, im fixed now. im 22 yrs old. but now it seems like the relationship wont work without him controlling what i do , when i do, and when i need to be home. we never agreee, were alwayz arguing, and ive tried sooo fucking hard to make this work and i still do, but hes one of those types of people that no matter what u say to him, he makes it into something different, telling me how i feel and what im thinking. so i cant even communicate with him, and we have 2 kids. im scared cuz i dont kno how to do this without him, becuz normally he moves to the otherside of the state n rarely sees the kids unless i bring them to him. but im the bad mom, becuz i want a life.. and want to experience things at my age(22). but im also always there with my kids. i always have been even when he wuznt. i sometimes had my mom help me with them, but that wuz also when he wasnt around. i just dont know if this relationship is repairable or not. and im at the end ofmy rope on how to fix it. unless i give up everything i love to make him happy.
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