(Sick of it all)
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Undertaking
All forsaking
Where you gonna go
No one told you how it would be
Helter Skelter
Ain’t no shelter
Stare into the sun
You can look buy you won’t see
Where are you gonna go
The rise before the fall
When you’re just sick of it all
Fly so high
You’re gonna die
When one’s got broken wings
No one told you how it would be
The battle between the highs and low
Drown yourself again
Its where you find that you’re free
Where are you gonna go
Nothing left that you know
The rise before the fall
When you’re just sick of it all

Larson’s Holstein Bull

by Jim Harrison

Death waits inside us for a door to open.
Death is patient as a dead cat.
Death is a doorknob made of flesh.
Death is that angelic farm girl
gored by the bull on her way home
from school, crossing the pasture
for a shortcut. In the seventh grade
she couldn’t read or write. She wasn’t a virgin.
She was “simpleminded,” we all said.
It was May, a time of lilacs and shooting stars.
She’s lived in my memory for sixty years.
Death steals everything except our stories. 
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(Funeral Bell)

Drinking, drugged up, completely shot to hell
Left behind, aint nothing left to sell
Oh, aint nothing left to sell
The hatred of your blood
So tortured, so insane
Dead ends, lost hope
Keep running through your veins
Oh, running through your veins
Ohhhhhhhh
So high, and then I fell
Ohhhhhhhh
Can’t stop the ringing of my funeral bell
The loss of one’s self
Inside the wheel of doom
Genocide is coming way too soon.
Oh, way too soon
The undying fear
The strength of one’s demise
Broke and strung out
You wave yourself goodbye
Oh, goodbye
Ohhhhhhhh
So high, and then I fell
Ohhhhhhhh
Can’t stop the ringing
Ohhhhhhhh
So high, and then I fell
Ohhhhhhhh
Can’t stop the ringing of my funeral bell

Remember the day we first started talking to each other?
Cuz that’s what started you & I.

Never look down on someone unless you are helping them up.

Love is like a flower if you don’t care it will die.

You are so beautiful that you give the sun a reason to shine.

We do not remember days we remember moments.

At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you.

Never forget me,
forget me never!
But when you forget me,
forget me forever!

If someone truely loves you they’ll see your beauty inside of you.

CONGRATULATIONS! You have won a huge place in my heart. You must come and take it or you will never be happy.

There are two things that exist on earth that probably make you feel like it’s been “worth it”. One is living and one is dying, so far I have experienced both. You can either live on the bright side of life or the dark side. Right now I’m in a dark place, so I’ve decided to take down the colorful flower and replace it to something more meaningful to me at this point in my life.