UPDATED: Did i do the right thing?

So my ex went away for a little wile, and 1/2 the time she was gone i really missed her, but we still talked a good bit, and at the end of a lot of those conversations i found myself really just wanting to knock myself out so i didnt have to deal with it anymore.
She came back today and visited me at work, and seeing here again really just made merealize how much i really did miss her…

Now what? =/