After my last question, this one was inevitable: How do I get over him?

http://www.fluther.com/122529/i-dont-know-what-to-do-in-this-relationship-anymore/ I asked that a few days ago.

My (ex)boyfriend finally told me the truth. Basically, he is in love with his ex and always has been. He’s never really cared about me. All I was to him was someone to have sex with.

I am crushed. I am 18 and he was my first boyfriend. My first everything. And I’ve just been used and abused because he’s been so wrapped up in his ex who doesn’t want anything to do with him. I feel like a worthless piece of shit and I can’t help but have a pity party for myself. I legitimately cared about him. He is the only person I’ve ever let in… I have so many trust issues, so many mental health issues… and finally I let someone in and he just breaks me.

I don’t know what to do but cry.