Am I crazy?

I’ve made many things that might make people wonder how sane I am, from air cannons, to potassium nitrate, and shocking gloves, but now I think I might be a little crazy too.

I just made a capacitor array that has four 330 volt capacitors. At 270 volts it made a 1” burn mark across the circuit board when I discharged it. It has a capacity of 1320 volts.

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Am I crazy for making something like this? I have to say 170 volts made my rectum tighten a little, it gave me a pretty good scare, but based on your life experience, how crazy am I?

Also, does anyone want me to make a video of it being discharged at full capacity? XD