Have you ever had serious period of disillusionment?

In other words, have you ever tried to reach attainable goals or create something personal and extraordinary only to have it fade into nothingness, for reasons you know or perhaps don’t ?

I know I chose this to be social but I would also like for anyone to share some sincere feedback on any serious disillusionments you may have ever experienced.

What’s my current disillusionment? Well, okay, I’ll go out on a general limb…

I’m going through some continuity problems with my long-goaled specialized writing and a seemingly senseless nineteen year-old crush on a popular beautiful woman (which is also my muse in various writings) that I feel is finally coming to a nugatorious close (probably a good thing, huh?). There are other ‘kinks in the tale’ as well, but they are mere backstreet satelite’s.