What is wrong with me?

Hello everyone

I really need your honest answer about my question. I am 23 yo straight girl and I have a very good career and also I have lots of friends. Like some people I have a criteria for having boyfriend but lately I lower my expectations.Unfortunately I started to think what might wrong with me.

When I see a beautiful girls I really admire and wanna look like them. Then I can’t stop thinking about how they act or live their life etc. I wanna know it because I feel like I can find the answer. And then I can have a boyfriend. But sometimes I am fascinated with the girls and I feel awful because I feel like I’ll never have a boyfriend.

I have a huge network but I cannot find anyone.I mean I am not crazy but something is wrong with me and I know it.

All of my friends are getting engage or marry but I am forever alone and it makes me sick.