I broke my own hymen,how do I tell my fiancé to be?

Asked by Nad92 (192) November 30th, 2012 from iPhone

I was 12 when I was “exploring” myself, when I saw some blood on my finger, I freaked out thinking I scratched myself from the inside, until the text day when I got my period so I was relieved. UNTIL the following year when a teacher was telling us in class about how important a woman’s virginity was and the hymen..etc! I’m 20 now and since I’ve always been stressed about this thing! I have a loving boyfriend now, he’s never touched or seen me “down there” and he will be coming for my hand in marriage next year and I’m terrified. I live in Jordan and an intact hymen is super important! I know he loves me but it’s such a major thing here, what if he doesn’t believe me or doubt me in the future! I don’t know what to do! Im still a virgin but without the proof!