Can you interpret this embarrassing dream for me?

I have a dream that I have been having for the last two years. I am at a theater, a lecture or a meeting, for example, and am sitting down and then a couple of seconds later the event is over and it is time for everyone to get up and leave. The twist is, the seats we are in are not normal seats, they are also toilets (convenient, right?). In all of my dreams, I have taken advantage of this convenience and have my pants down around my ankles. As people start to leave, I realize I will have to wipe and then stand up and pull up my pants. At first it is not a big deal, because I think I will stand up quickly and no one will see much and that’s the normal process. When I realize that no one else is in this position, I start to feel that I have made a mistake in using the toilet and that people will be talking about the girl who actually used the toilet during the meeting (or whatever) and I will be humiliated. Waiting it out until everyone never seems to be an option. Also, no one ever says anything during the event – even in the case of being in a small meeting sitting around a conference table. I always have a horrible feeling that I have made a mistake and it’s a very vivid feeling.

FYI – I once had a manager who jokingly said he should buy his workers toilets to sit on to increase productivity, so I imagine this is the origin of the toilet/office chair. I just don’t understand why I have it over and over and what it is trying to tell me.