Does life feel like a constant to do list?

I’m so tired of it. When I was younger it didn’t feel like that. I’ve been trying to figure out why. Is it because when I was younger I was just young? Or, were things very different?

I hate it. I don’t want to read anything longer than a sentence anymore, unless it’s for fun. I wish I could just trust doctors, lawyers, and accountants to do their jobs correctly. I wish paying them didn’t cost so much, and then I still worry about them doing stuff correctly. I also have had jobs recently that require a lot of focus on reading, accuracy, and entering data.

I always liked the idea of simplifying, but now I really want it. I won’t get it though. Not yet.