What do you think of the hippie movement and hedonism?

I just can not stand it. Not everyone deserves love from everyone. It seems fake. I was in a hedonistic place once and everyone loved it but me. I went to the bathroom at some point and read philosophy in order to regain some sense! I was feeling miserable after 4 hours. People were offering me their food, and everyone was treating each other very nicely. I wanted to ask them why – did I do something to deserve it? Do you truly admire me, for who I am, or would you act this way to a pedophile too? I mean how do you know that I am not a pedophile. What if I was a terrorist?

Anyone else see this negatively as I do? Or are you all for it?