Losing him... And myself.

Okay, I don’t mean to be emo. To be “that girl” that just got dumped and wants advice. But.. I am. We have been
Together for four years. Shared everything with eachother, grown up with eachother. He was 18, I was 17.. I am not 21, and he is 23. Wow.. It’s weird even seeing that laid out on front of me.

I feel like I have had other loves before him, but not as serious as this. I thought we’d spend the rest of our lives together.

And now I’m in the savemart parking lot, lost and confused. It wasn’t a angry breakup. A sad one, one were he couldn’t give me all I wanted. A truely sad goodbye.

Any thoughts? Remember you’re first serious love? Feel like you’ve lost a part of yourself? I feel so lame even putting this out here.. I’m just not in the mood to pour my feelings to my friends right now..