How do you feel when you lose your dignity?

Losing your dignity….When I lose it I can’t get it back for awhile…I’m depressed for weeks,I don’t socialize,I’m rarely smiling,don’t eat for days and days… Those are some things that I do when I lose my dignity..What about everyone else? Do you not care? Are you like me? I know I’m getting close to losing mine. I have a feeling me and Amber are in two different lights and I’m lost in the depths of darkness… Am I close to losing my dignity?