I love programming in Qbasic... and can't seem to learn C+ or Java... am I doomed?

I’ve tried taking classes on Java and I’ve tried “learn C+ in 30 days” ... and I can’t seem to get the hang of either… So I am wondering if I can program in Qbasic or Turbo Pascal again. Also Where can I get a copy of Qbasic or Turbo Pascal (or something just as easy) for Vista… my copy doesn’t work anymore.