Can a girl get traumatized after they have an abortion ?

Hi,

Just want to know if I can get trauma after getting an abortion?

I’ve heard stories about girls getting depressed and feeling really guilty and I want to know if this is true?

I’m pregnant right now and haven’t gone through with it because I’m 50/50 on abortion, and don’t know what choice to make.

I already feel guilty for considering it and have cried at night because I feel like I’m murdering my baby, my child, a part of me, and a part of my soul….

I’m not sure if I did have it, after, I would get depressed and very emotional.