What little bit of schadenfreude do you wish for?

Schadenfreuden is getting pleasure from someone else’s misery. For me it would be if the medical doctors and nurses who have treated me like shit over the years had an aha moment. Have them suffer, even if it was just momentary, at the hands of another medical professional, or with the pain from the chronic illnesses I have endured, and actually have the thought, now I understand that woman jleslie, and feel a little guilty about their behavior and learn a lesson.

It is not about me wanting them to physically suffer, it is about me wanting them to feel horrible and frustrated and regretful. Hopefully in the end treating future patients better.

I am not talking about doctors and other medical professionals who simply could not help me because the answer is not clear, I am talking about blatant bad customer service, and substandard medical knowledge.