Does appreciating the same sex make you homosexual?

I have never had a problem with questioning my sexuality. I’m straight, at least I think so anyway. But now all of a sudden I’m not so sure. I’ve always had an appreciation for strong women, or I would look at a woman and think how beautiful she was, but I’d always just mean it in a, wow I want to be like you way. Or Why can’t I be as pretty as you. I’ve never actually had feelings for anyone of the same sex, But I have had for guys. So now I’m just freaking myself out over it, Obsessing about it non-stop for ages, because I started thinking what if its not just admiration? cause I haven’t had feelings for a guy in a while. Am I just being paranoid? or do you think there is something there? Also, I cant actually imagine myself being with a woman, I don’t like the idea of it for me. Not in a denial sort of way, I just like the idea of being with a guy better.