Have you ever fallen in love with someone you are close with and they have no idea?

I’m experiencing this right now with one of my good friends. It is so unrealistic because she has a boyfriend, and I’m a girl. Even though, I know nothing will ever happen I can’t help having these feelings. Sometimes she does things (like lean her head on me, push a strand of hair out of my face, listen to me like I’m the only one, and flirty things) that really confuse me even more. There are some moments when I feel like the possibility of her having feelings for me doesn’t seem so far off. It is so hard to see her everyday while keeping it all in. I wish I could just know what she thinks of me.

So, anyone want to share their experiences? I would love to get all of these hidden feelings off my chest so ask me questions! If anyone is curious about my situation, I am happy to elaborate.