Men: When you look at your SO is it like looking at a party?

Are you thinking how amazing she looks? How lucky you are she will have you? About her always being available for sex (I understand it is not always, I am not saying women must perform any time a man demands it). That no matter if she is not in “perfect” shape you love every piece of her, and still get a big thrill out of seeing her naked. Are you in awe of how lucky you are? Do you think of being with her and have every exoectation of enjoying yourself? Do you wonder why women don’t know how beautiful they are?

I’m interested how long you have been with your SO, and if this has changed over time during your relationship?