[NSFW] Have you ever been spoiled?

Have you ever had sex so good that it completely blew your previous standards out of the water?

I feel like any relations I could have with anyone in the foreseeable future will be disappointing, because I had the best experience of my life this summer, for so many reasons, physical, emotional, spiritual and existential…I don’t know how my heart can be in it again. Yet I still really want to fool around with people, seeing as I have the libido of a 16 year old male. Sometimes I just feel desperate for touch as well. It’s a dilemma O_O