How can I get the real me back?

Lately I have been feeling docile and sluggish. I don’t want to say I’m depressed, because I’ve been there and this is not the same. I guess lately I feel like I’ve lost my edge. I’ve lost a lot of my drive to be the best, I’ve lost the anger that pushed me when I failed, I’ve lost the rage that I could let out when I needed a push. I still have a great deal of things that I could use as fuel, like an abusive, user “best friend”, getting abandoned by my roommate constantly, getting screwed out of $1k by the local parking office. It’s not that I don’t have the things I used to use; I just don’t have the desire to get fired up anymore.

tl;dr Feel like I have no testosterone anymore. Can someone help my get my coconuts back?