Is it normal to get pleasure from being robbed?

I was working in 2003 as a night shift convenience store clerk alone… I told someone that guns weren’t allowed in the national park (Jasper) and he pulled a gun in my head for 30 minutes… All I was thinking was “go ahead and pull the trigger I could use the time off”, and I smiled. The man got weirded out and ran off without stealing anything or pulling the trigger. one year later I applied for disability and I’ve been on assured income for the handicapped… and I have haven’t worked very much since.