Any middle aged jellies starting over from scratch? I could use some cheerful optimisim as I am feeling very grim in the moment.

As many of you know I bought the farm this last Feb./March and now, after years of peaceful prosperity and independent living in a beautiful and secluded area I am now starting over thanks to this dismal economy. I am trying to keep a good attitude but sadly, I am failing in the moment. I see no light at the end of this economic tunnel and at almost 54 I am too old to start over and too young to retire. I just want to run away but alas, that is not realistic. Are there any jellies in their 50’s who have lost everything in this fucked up economy and are feeling bereft of hope for a decent future?