Does your heart ache when someone in public houseing wants to go home and you know they can't look after themselves?

My grandma died in 2010 all alone in a nursing home. Her only request was to go home. She became blind, deaf and had severe dementia. Now I want to go home with my mom in Jasper. It would take me awhile to save money to move. My doctor wants me to give Red Deer a chance because he believes that nothing is available for me in Jasper National Park. The only advantage in Red Deer is the food mega-stores but it is actually cheaper in Jasper if you know how to make your own sandwiches and poutine at night.
I want to go home, and keep my Fluther account and cable television, I am not making any new friends except online.