Has it ever been easy to let go?

I don’t know if you guys remember a post that I made a short time ago, but it was about the girl that I love.

What I’m trying to get at now is, has anyone ever felt so distraught that they didn’t know what to do? And no, its not a rhetoric question. Last night she spilled the whole truth and I felt overwhelmed and full of realization. Understand… not so much. How can I let go, even though I don’t want to?

(if you need details… I’m fine with it)