NSFW...Is female ejaculation actually possible and if so, have you ever experienced it?

I’m not completely convinced female ejaculation is “real”. I’ve seen it in porn videos. I’ve heard about it happening. But none of my close friends have achieved this. I have tried very hard with no results other than a normal orgasm. Have you personally experienced this amazing thing? I honestly don’t even think I’ve had a gspot orgasm yet. I’m missing out! Any advice on how to make this happen? Is it possible that maybe I’m just not able to “ejaculate”?