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Am I turning gay? [I need opinions]?

Asked by Written (825points) October 10th, 2010

So. Yeah. The tittle says it all. It’s really weird actually talking about things like these on the world wide web, but hey, why not. This place looks like it has a great base of users.

Here’s the story. I’m almost 16, and honestly, I get the feeling I’m turning gay. Now, first to say, I was never attracted to the same gender. Never. I was in love with a girl from first to eight grade, I get turned on by girls (all that stuff), etc. When I’m bro-ing it out with my buddies, I’m not attracted to them, in any way. Not for one second. We tease girls, make fun of people, break things in school, and cause mischief.

For as along as I can remember, I was playing violent video games, still do, not really good at sports, but do love to play them. Things is (it gets personal right about here), I started masturbating at a young age, and, everything was fine until about half+ a year ago, when, don’t know how to describe this, I just got images of naked men in my head. At the time, I was grossed out by that, still kinda am, but, as the time went by, the images became less and less gross, and, while masturbating, I get those images more often, then before a year when I didn’t get them at all.

Nothing changed except that. Still attracted to girls, especially to this one to which I’m in love with, but, again, that thing with the images bothers me. Am I turning gay? Is it even possible since I never really expressed any homosexual… things? Never thought about it, nothing. Is it the hormones?

So. Yeah. If you can read through this ’‘novel’’ I’ve written, please write what you think. Cheers. Thanks in advance.

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