How do I get over a fear of commitment and forgive someone for a "seemingly" small offense? Am I just looking for a reason to bail every single time? Am I maybe supposed to be alone?

Like a similar question I’ve asked, it’s the whole ‘should or should I not?’ thing. I keep leaving for what I’ve been told are too high standards, and I have some real admittedly trust problems from my past. But if I don’t trust you, we really have nothing, right? Just seems like every time I turn around, I get crapped on and have to bail. So, I just stopped dating. For a long time. Like years! Now I trust (almost) somebody, and dammit here it comes again! I’m losing my faith in the myth that there’s someone for everyone.