What do the crisis hotline people say when you call?

I’m really struggling right now, but I really don’t want to talk to the people at the crisis center hotline because the one and only time I called before, about 2½ months ago, the person who picked the phone up sounded so incredibly disinterested that if I really was suicidal at the moment I probably would have just offed myself because they didn’t sound like they gave a sh!t. Excuse my French. Does anyone have any insight into what a call to the hotline might be like?

Thanks.