Have you ever hit your parents?

Just a few minutes ago I couldn’t take it no more and hit my mother a couple of times. My family made me hate people in general. You might say, it is wrong to hit parents, etc. So how do you deal with it when your parents accuse you of something you didn’t do, scream at you, make fun of you, pity you and criticize you endlessly? I know it is wrong to hit but they never, never stop when I speak with words. And it makes me feel better to hit. I do feel like choking my mother sometimes.