Men, how did you feel when you proposed and she said "no"?

I have only asked two people in my life to marry me. Both said yes, but not at the same time. The first lady accepted my proposal, but later called off our wedding for reasons unknown. The second lady accepted my proposal and we are still married. Question: but, for those guys out there that were rejected and she said “no”, how did this make you feel? Were you angry, ashamed, embarrassed, or did you feel just plain worthless? Anything goes, so what were your first thoughts, when you asked her to marry you, and she said “no”?