To Christians, I'm losing faith and needing help, Please?

I am not the perfect follower of Christ. I go to church with my father when I can, and I pray to the Lord a lot. I know that isn’t enough for a “real” connection. I am finding myself straying away from my Christian faith more and more as He throws things at me. I’ve messed up quite a lot over the past year, and I feel unworthy of God’s love and forgiveness. I don’t know where to turn or what to do in order to feel as if I’m surrounded in God’s love. Please help me, I’ve asked Him for forgiveness and guidance, but it isn’t enough.