Will you send a prayer for my cat?

Ok. So it’s mid very early morning here. Let me give you a little back story. I am or maybe was against owning pets because I am a vegan but because of unfortunate circumstances I ended up with 2 dogs and an 18 yr old cat. So now even though I have pretty much broken every one of my own vegan rules, I am stuck loving these little fur babies till the end and of course I want no suffering.

(which I can say in times previous I was against euthansia, because I thought it was breaking some kind of wild animal code and animals should be left to their own vices in the wild)

Anyway, my siamese cat who I saved at a young age (yes I will save animals, don’t ask it’s complicated and really my own vegan rule system :/) I saved her from certain death as she was headed to a local kill shelter, so she is 18 now.

Before bed about 6 times she was in and out of the litter box but she was just standing there for about 2 minutes each time when she was in there. In short I’m freaking out. We can’t get to the vet at least until another 5 hours. I have had many losses and fear that part and the irrational part of me has gone through every scenario which is what I do, maybe it’s slight PTSD who knows, but I know I could be dealing with a varitey of issues from bladder infection, kidney stones, urine crystlization, other blockage, tumors/cancer. I want the first one, it is easily treatable.

This is where my jellies come in. Could you say a prayer for my kitty?