What will it say about my character if I change my belief system?

This may be a strange story but I was a very active Pagan for years but somehow I felt that Paganism is still not what I am looking for, I got involved with a Christian group by accident and somehow I started attending more of their activities, I even purchased a Bible recently, although I am still doing Paganism I started to attend more often Christian church services as well. I am even thinking of converting back to Christianity although I renounced Christianity twenty years ago because I had a disagreement with Christianity over a few contradictions in the Bible. Do you think it’s a flaw in my character to question my religion after twenty years?