He writes poetry about me but he won't talk or meet up with me?

Soooo… I saw this guy when I met with a mutual friend. This was at his poetry reading. We didn’t talk but we made eye contact. A month later I wrote to him on social media, and he was being flirty but also cautious because he thinks I’m dating his friend (which isn’t true, we are just platonic). He said goodbye to me about 3 times in one day but I kept writing, because I was too curious. He told me he wishes I came to him first. He then sent me this poem he wrote about that night and me and shared it on social media which now has 10k views (he is a semi-famous poet) I asked him if he wants to ever meet or chat, and he said no. But he also got really anxious when I was at the movies and didn’t respond to him for a few hours when he was writing to me. I’m really dizzy because I don’t understand how someone can write this incredible poetry about me but also wants to not be talking. Any mind readers out there?