Why does my husband check out girls who look nothing like me?

Asked by Franki (9) February 18th, 2019 from iPhone

Me and my husband are of difference races. We have been together almost 15 years and married for two, and are in our mid thirties. The thing is he’s always had eyes for woman of my race, the porn he watched features girls that looked like me, his celebrity crushes where of my race and online pictures of girls he looked at looked like me. However almost a year ago he had an affair with a girl at his work, she was of my race however she and my husband shared a language. The affair is over, I made sure of it and though they still work together there is no way in hell of it restarting as I made sure they both knew exactly what would happen. He’s since cut all contact with her. But the thing that has me concern is that going back 7 months now, I’ve noticed (from snooping in his phone) that he watches videos of girls on YouTube who are of his race and body wise look the opposite of me (fake boobs and bums and lip). But our sex life has gotten better then it’s been before he cheated. I’m just confused and would appreciate some insight please.