What do you need for Christmas/ New Years?

I need to find motivation to keep going in life. Really hitting a wall hard past few months and I am scared I won’t get through this.

I will be graduating College and turning 21 in a week and a half. I do not have a car, nor a license, those are other things I need.

I have no clue what I want to do for a career. I did not enjoy my internship that much and realized I don’t want that career. Now I am stuck with a degree I may not use.
I need to find/refocus myself on the career side of things. Need to find a passion.