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I'm still having the recurring dream about cursing out my cheating ex? How do I make it stop?
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January 29th, 2009
I first asked the fluther collective about this about two months ago:
and I thought that when he was out of my life finally
ie in a different country
ie now I don’t have to see him anymore for a long time halleluya,
these dreams would stop, since I mostly only had them if I ran into him that day. But I still am having them! arg!! I had a particularly vivid one a few nights ago – I can still recall how vibrant all the colors, and what everything looked like, which is different from my usual dreams.
He waved and smiled, I showed him both of my middle fingers. He looked surprised. I cursed him out. He still didn’t say anything. Then I said (or thought I’m not sure), “but this only happens in my dreams” and I looked around and saw the green grass and the trees and thought, ‘this isn’t a dream’ but part of me wondered if it was, and the thought was very distressing. I remember hoping really hard that it wasn’t a dream, but realizing that it probably was, and that’s all I remember.
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