Ok... have you ever thought you were going mad?

maybe i’ll get more responses? than the demonic question

it just occurred to me whilst sitting on the loo earlier (lots of thoughts occur to me there incidentally!) that i have this incessant voice going on in my head…that despite telling it to shut the fuck up and let me get on with being positive with my thoughts and therefore actions and therefore life…

maybe it just will never go away… every time i’m thinking that things are going ok and i’m great, I’m a good person…little bastard thought come popping into my head..that i’ll always be worthless…

maybe it is just part of my character and despite years of trying to be something different ii should just resign myself to the fact that i am always going to be a depressive, self-loathing idiot….

see what i mean!!!????

So…your stories…most welcome and would probably help me take my mind of my issues, chill the hell out, be grateful for what i’ve got in life and GET A GRIP WOMAN!!!