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Does this mean we're soul mates?

Asked by 1000oceans (178points) July 24th, 2009

I met a very unique girl when i was 20 years old. Unique being that she and i had a connection unlike i had with anyone else. When i met her it was like we had known each other forever, like we liked the same things and she automatically would know what movie i would like to see or what jeans i would wear on a rainy day. We had the same sense of humor and became really good friends. Since we lived a few cities apart i saw her once a week to every other week while hanging out with mutual friends and sometimes we would hang out alone. We developed feelings for each other but, never said anything to each other because it was so comfortable and was one of those “you just know” kind of things…

when school started and we both became a little busier we saw each other a little less, but when we did see each other things were right where we left off and feelings did not change in the least…the fading became a little more and a few months went by..

i was 22 years old when i finally got the courage to tell her how i felt. I basically told her that i had feelings for her and even though we sometimes don’t see each other they never fade..and she felt the exact same..but, this time she was dating someone…

so time went by again…7 or 8 months..and we started talking again and it felt just like it always had and she told me she didn’t know what she was thinking and that she just always wanted to be with me…but, this time i was dating someone…and my feelings were the same for her and even stronger than with whom i was dating.

time went by, a month or so and i broke it off with who i was with because i wanted to be where my heart was…

i believe now she is seeing someone else

i talked with a very good mutual friend of ours about it and she says she knows how she feels about me and its still the same…but i’m just confused…and getting caught up in this time..

it just always seems like bad timing though and it breaks my heart…

i am now about to be 23..and my feelings are still the same..
will i always feel like this for her? do these feelings ever go away?...
i’m a strong believe in whatever is meant to be will be but, why does my soul feel like it’s waiting…

i’ve never felt anything that made me feel complete like she did when we were seeing each other or just when we would talk and it seemed so natural…like a meant to be sort of thing

i don’t know what to say, let alone what to do…so i just try not to think about it..

i wish there wasn’t such thing as time, because there would never be bad timing…

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