Have you been bullied by your older siblings?

i have an older brother who was just so mean to me that i am now holding a grudge against him. i am not proud of hating my brother but after all the injustice and bruises that i got from him, i’d be crazy if i still say that i love him! i may have irritated him a lot before but that was after he started acting like he’s all-knowing and always correct because he’s older. being the youngest in the family i haven’t had the feeling of having a younger sibling and so i don’t really know if how he acted towards me was right. have you been bullied by your older siblings too? did you go as far as loathing them?